life..

is it me or sometimes life feels like looking at everyone passing by a coffee shop while you sitting there looking at them passed by?
what is life? what life brings? we grow up, go to school, then more school, then work, then family, then more work, then retire, then gone?
what should we do? why are we here?
sometimes i asked myself this.. not to complain but to contemplate and ponder upon a thing we called life..
maybe God really love us too much that He allow us to be able to feel life.. but when seeing the suffering humans gone through, what is the true message God trying to give us? i know that most of our sufferings are made by us to torture ourselves but why God allows it?
once i was chatting with a good old fren of mine, Leonard..
he lost something very precious to him but in return he found God.. what he said really struck me.. he said: "to really know life, you gotta learn to give.. you need to learn how to help others by doing the smallest of thing.. you don't have to be a big-time million-dollar donor to achieve that.. the smallest thing you say or do changes your life drastically.. start being nice to others that would be a start" ..
coincidently, i watch the comedy Evan Almighty.. in the movie, Morgan Freeman said the word ARK: Act of Random Kindness..
so after been thinking bout it and typing it out here, it makes me realize that sometimes by being nice to others i felt good bout it.. maybe the answer of all my question to life is just in front of my eyes?? maybe.. just maybe...

Pondering still,
Big Joe...